Yan Xun’s kiss was not as impatient as Chu Tingyun’s, filled with aggression and a sense of urgency to immediately possess something.
His kiss was very gentle, like the melted snow in spring, full of affection, care, and tenderness.
At this moment, Chu Tingyun couldn’t describe how he felt. It was as if every nerve ending was trembling and curling up, a kind of indescribable warmth flowing in, spreading in just a few seconds to every part of his body, making every cell tremble with a comfort that was beyond words.
Chu Tingyun had known Yan Xun for four years and had been married for three years. They had kissed and made love countless times. But this was the first time Yan Xun kissed him without being asked or forced.
The man was dazed for several seconds until Yan Xun gently licked his lips while holding his face, then he realized that all of this was real and actually happening.
Shock and ecstasy surged through his mind like a torrent. Chu Tingyun was suddenly excited, but he didn’t dare to breathe loudly, afraid of scaring Yan Xun away again, so he could only try to follow Yan Xun’s example and take it slow.
So the previously skillful kisser had become clumsy.
Of course, such a pure kiss didn’t last long because Chu Tingyun couldn’t maintain the pretense. Yan Xun’s kiss made him so excited that his eyes even turned red, like a fox that had finally stolen some prey.
Chu Tingyun almost couldn’t wait to strip Yan Xun clean and savor him, then get straight to the point. So he eagerly kissed Yan Xun’s most sensitive ear tips and directly pulled open his nightgown, impatiently touching him.
The initial desire was driven by seeing the body; of course, he was craving for it.
It must be said that Yan Xun’s figure was excellent, a significant contrast to his delicate and graceful face—solid chest, beautiful abs, amazing long legs, and a prominent…
Tap.
Yan Xun grabbed Chu Tingyun’s restless hand.
He was almost undressed, panting heavily with his mouth open, his black hair in disarray, a few strands damply sticking to his forehead, his eyes red, cheeks flushed, and his ears were even redder. A small dimple on his left cheek had been kissed by Chu Tingyun to the point of a strawberry mark.
He looked helpless and easy to pick, like a plump, juicy lychee with a small opening.
No one would expect that such a Yan Xun would be the top.
… So Chu Tingyun didn’t expect that either.
Half of his Snow Country genes made him an aggressive, dominant, and possessive man, so from the moment he first desired Yan Xun to successfully getting him into bed, Chu Tingyun thought he would be on top.
More accurately and rigorously, he had always firmly believed that if he were with a man, he would be the one in the dominant role in a male-male relationship, that is, the top.
Moreover, Chu Tingyun’s previous two partners were both women.
So after confirming that he truly liked Yan Xun, Chu Tingyun specifically learned a lot about how to care for the bottom, including how to do pre-preparations, comfort during the process, cleaning up afterward, and handling any injuries, etc., and even watched a lot of videos for this purpose.
But none of this was applied to Yan Xun.
Only a small portion of what Chu Tingyun learned was actually used by him.
At that time, he overheard Yan Xun telling Jiang Jingshu that they were breaking up, and was instantly overjoyed. He immediately and impatiently half-forced, half-deceived Yan Xun into bed.
At first, Yan Xun seemed dazed and showed no resistance, appearing completely at Chu Tingyun’s mercy. But when Chu Tingyun was ready with everything and eager to establish his dominant position, Yan Xun suddenly reacted as if struck by lightning. That night, Chu Tingyun realized they had different roles.
With their meeting, one had to be the top. Chu Tingyun, with his strength completely crushed, naturally ended up being the one to take the bottom role.
Without any theoretical or practical experience, Yan Xun was completely clueless, which was a very problematic situation, especially as Yan Xun was clearly enraged by Chu Tingyun’s desire to be with him. Thus, for the first time, Chu Tingyun ended up in pain to the point of tears, hardly thinking about the initial desire but instead only wanting to kick Yan Xun off him.
“Yan Xun, damn… your skills are so terrible!”
“Let me… I’m much better at this, I guarantee you’ll be comfortable…”
“Damn it! Yan Xun, you’re wearing it wrong!”
“…”
At that moment, Chu Tingyun even regretted pursuing Yan Xun. Who knew that such a seemingly obedient and sweet male college student would actually be the top?
And a terrible one at that.
While Yan Xun was figuring out how to put on a con-dom, Chu Tingyun wanted to run, but before he could get far, he was dragged back by his ankle.
Chu Tingyun had never encountered such strength before. Although he was an adult male and eight years older than Yan Xun, and kept fit due to his love for figure skating, he couldn’t break free.
Yan Xun’s strength was far beyond that of a normal adult male. Chu Tingyun even suspected he might have taken some special medicine.
Moreover, Yan Xun used some technique, tying Chu Tingyun up with a tie so that he couldn’t move a finger. So Chu Tingyun could only suffer and shiver while teaching. Fortunately, Yan Xun learned quickly, and after a while, Chu Tingyun stopped cursing. Eventually, Chu Tingyun was completely submissive.
Yan Xun, through his actions, erased Chu Tingyun’s rationality and made him forget his initial refusal, leaving him only able to cling to the young man’s neck and call him “little husband.”
At this point, their roles were completely established.
Chu Tingyun, who had developed a taste for Yan Xun’s body, thought that since they had slept together, the relationship was confirmed.
Unfortunately, the next day, Chu Tingyun had to leave due to urgent company matters and didn’t wait for Yan Xun. To make up for it and celebrate the confirmation of their relationship, Chu Tingyun immediately showered his little husband with extravagant gifts, including a car, a watch, and flowers. He even gave Yan Xun a card with fifty thousand yuan for monthly spending money and generously said that if it wasn’t enough, he should just ask for more.
Chu Tingyun thought that being so generous and good to Yan Xun would make him incredibly happy, and he would fall in love with him.
After all, his ex-girlfriend was so happy that she even wanted to kiss him.
But unexpectedly, this gesture hit Yan Xun’s sore spot. Not only did Yan Xun return all the gifts, but he also specifically went to the company to throw the card at Chu Tingyun’s face.
“Do you think I’m just some kind of commodity, Chu Tingyun!”
At that time, Yan Xun’s eyes were very red, clearly furious but looking as if he might cry any moment. He closed his eyes and looked at Chu Tingyun with a gaze full of disappointment and disgust.
“Take your money and forget about last night!”
After saying this, Yan Xun prepared to leave.
“Forget about last night?”
Chu Tingyun sneered.
Not to mention being slapped with a card, he had his first time last night, had a low fever today, and was in so much pain he could only stand at the meeting. And now Yan Xun was telling him it didn’t happen?!
Even the most good-tempered person would be angry, let alone Chu Tingyun, who was never known for his patience. He had given all his patience and kindness to Yan Xun, yet the other person had thrown it on the ground and stomped on it.
Chu Tingyun was thoroughly enraged.
“Then was it a dog that tied me to the bed and had me all night?”
The man pulled out a cigarette, his expression indifferent, but his hand was shaking with anger. It took several attempts to light it.
His peripheral vision fell on Yan Xun’s retreating figure, and at this moment, his mind could only think of one reason for the sudden change of heart.
“Regretting it? Want to go back to Jiang Jingshu?”
The extreme anger clouded his mind, and Chu Tingyun said the thing he had previously minded most.
“Tell me, what do you think Jiang Jingshu would think if she knew that on the first night after breaking up with her, you slept with her own brother?”
Sure enough, Yan Xun immediately turned back, his expression shocked, embarrassed, and angry to the extreme, his whole body trembling slightly.
“So you did it on purpose last night, Chu Tingyun? Just to target my senior?”
Doing such a thing to threaten him, or maybe the initial affection was just to retaliate against his half-sister.
But at that moment, Chu Tingyun couldn’t even process what Yan Xun was saying. He was already completely furious.
“Didn’t expect it, Yan Xun.”
Chu Tingyun exhaled a puff of smoke and looked at the enraged young man with a disdainful gaze, suddenly sneering.
“You look so pure, but you’re quite skilled at one-night stands and hookups.”
Swish
As soon as the words fell, Chu Tingyun was lifted by his collar. He was prepared for pain, but the nearby fist did not fall.
Chu Tingyun smiled, “What? Want to hit me again?”
In fact, since they met, Yan Xun had only ever really hit him during their first encounter when he was forcefully kissed. Although their subsequent meetings were cold, they still maintained basic politeness.
But Chu Tingyun’s tone seemed to imply that he was always being beaten by Yan Xun, perhaps with a hint of unnoticeable grievance.
“Go ahead, hit me.”
Chu Tingyun spat his cigarette smoke into Yan Xun’s face and unsurprisingly saw the latter’s frown of disgust.
He smiled, but his eyes were cold.
Then Chu Tingyun, in the most tender tone of lovers, said the most hurtful words.
“Yan Xun, do you believe that if you touch me here, your record will be marked with the darkest ink?”
This was what Yan Xun cared about the most.
Since he was young, he had been very obedient and hardworking, aiming to study well, get into a good university, and find a good job to support his family.
He wasn’t like Zhou Ze, who came from a wealthy family and wasn’t his parents’ biological child, so he didn’t even have dreams.
Yan Xun only wanted to become an indispensable pillar of his family. This wish might stem from his desire to repay the Lin family’s nurturing or from his need to be a necessary and irreplaceable existence.
So Yan Xun worked hard to get into the best university and chose a profession that was said to make the most money. He received scholarships every year, and his school record was clean and brilliant.
If his record were to have a mark, all his previous efforts, while not completely wasted, would suffer a major blow.
So after Chu Tingyun said this, Yan Xun slowly withdrew his hand and completely retracted all the feelings he had previously developed for this person.
They were never on the same path.
And they never could be in the future.
Yan Xun, for the first time, clearly recognized this point.
It felt like a heavy blow to the head.
Very painful and disorienting, it even made him feel like the whole world was spinning.
“……”
Yan Xun stared blankly at Chu Tingyun and suddenly took a step back.
Then he wordlessly turned and left the man’s office, resolutely deleting all contact information for this person that night.
Chu Tingyun was also angry. In his view, he had given so much and treated Yan Xun so well, but the person didn’t appreciate it and even regretted it the day after they slept together.
“Damn it!”
Chu Tingyun was really furious.
He didn’t go to find Yan Xun for two or three months, planning to have a cold war for a while.
Why should he always be the one with a warm face sticking to Yan Xun’s cold backside? This time, it was clearly Yan Xun’s fault!
The man, feeling extremely wronged, kept waiting for the other to apologize first. But unexpectedly, the next news he received was that Yan Xun had eloped with Jiang Jingshu.
This proved Chu Tingyun’s previous guess to be correct.
Yan Xun regretted it. He still loved Jiang Jingshu, and that night with Chu Tingyun was merely a matter of physical desire, so he regretted it the next day.
He loved her so much!
The intense jealousy, anger, and resentment almost drove Chu Tingyun mad. Upon learning their elopement location, the feeling of betrayal was like a flood overwhelming him.
Chu Tingyun completely lost his rationality.
In his mother’s homeland, he did something he would regret for the rest of his life regarding the person he loved the most. So much so that he later felt Yan Xun might never be able to love him.
Therefore, tonight’s proactive kiss from Yan Xun made Chu Tingyun extremely excited. He desperately wanted more intimate contact, a closer connection, to confirm the little bit of affection Yan Xun had just shown.
“Xunxun, do you want it too…”
His hand, reaching down, was grabbed by Yan Xun but not pulled away. Yan Xun pressed his body slowly down, telling him that he was already pressing against him. Such words made Yan Xun’s breathing more and more disordered. His mind seemed to melt, and the strength in his hand gradually loosened.
He could only be held in the palm and stroked from top to bottom. Yan Xun’s whole body tensed, but his body’s reflexes betrayed his current pleasure and enjoyment. This awareness made him feel very hard to face.
At this moment, Yan Xun suddenly heard Chu Tingyun ask—
“Was it the same in the hospital before?”
“…What?”
The young man took a couple of breaths, not understanding what the hospital had to do with it.
“The hospital check-up.”
Yan Xun instantly realized Chu Tingyun was referring to the se-men analysis report.
“You… shut up.”
“Hmm? Can’t I ask?”
Chu Tingyun, while guiding Yan Xun’s hand, continued to ask, “How did you do it yourself? I heard from the nurse that you stayed inside for a long time.”
“Were you like this back then too?”
“…”
This work right here deserves the Misunderstanding of the Year Award.